Deal's Off
I remember being with this guy 2 years ago whom I was with for 10 months. He was the type who knew the right words to say at the right time I needed to hear them. We've put in a lot in that relationship, eventhough we knew both our efforts were in vain.
He was a family man. Married for 6 years with 3 kids (now 4). He was a great talker and I was left with empty promises. Those were the darkest days of my life. A "commitment" full of lies and deception.
Now things are different.
I'm with someone who stutters and/or mums when asked for reasons. I get the wrong reasons at the worst times. I get inconsistent answers.
But I'm clinging onto the fact that there is progress even with the inconsistencies. There is hope in what we have. I'm just glad to be with someone who doesn't give me empty promises and false hopes.
Bottomline is, I'd rather be with an inconsistent prick than with a dark angel.
posted at 6/30/2006 06:52:00 PM
4 Comments:
grabe.
bilib talaga ako sayo.
--angela =)
hey! where's ur google talk? sorry ha. bobita ang kolehiyalang itech. heyniweys, how are you guys? ang sarap naman ng pagkaing kanto na nasa picture. doon ba ito kung saan mo kami dinala ni papi? we miss you!!!!
i guess there are different types of realtionship that you get into, i mean different types of guys from ends of the spectrum
Hey...
lets just say there are reasons why we meet guys like these in our lives. maybe so we can appreciate who we are with now or maybe its a test from the GUY/GIR/WHATEVER above.
Whatever the reason is, these situations reminds us what we have become now and what we have learned. we are living proof that there is still happiness after the hurt. And as for you, you found happiness again. You are not the same guy as before and you took a risk to love again. you have grown so much and I have never seen you happier. You have accomplished a lot so far. And most importantly, you learned how to believe and rely in yourself. All of this would never would have happened without that dark angel.
Besides, u were never good with beer chugging and I'm not good with putting a 17 or 18 inch pizza down my throat either as a way to cope. we learned to move on and we see things in a diff perspective now especially in relationships. You came out and accepted yourself and admitted that you got hurt. And thats brave coz you are only human, you have a lot of places to go and a lot more things to do. Don't let one prick or doubt stop what you have accomplished.
im proud of you my friend.
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