I Thought...
Coming out to people of the "same" kind would give me a sense of acceptance. In a way it did help me, but then it's really dependent on the attitude of seeing things and sincerely relating with other people.
Sometimes I feel like I'm back in High School, some loser trying to be one of the popular kids; in the limelight, wanting to be heard, wanting to get out of the dark.
I've been feeling insecure lately; with what I do, with my kind of work, with the people I'm with. Often I ask myself what I'm doing in that company. Why did they even hire me?
Ugh, senseless thoughts.
posted at 7/16/2006 12:15:00 PM
4 Comments:
so so true.
there's a sort of disillusionment period. sa isip ko parang kasapi na ako ng isang masaya at maunawaing 'club' na ganun na lang ang pagtanggap sa'kin.
but it's not about seeking acceptance from the outside...
san na po radio moi?
i cant believe that with what ur having right now, ur still insecured?!! man, you have been so blessed...
>>hugggs<<
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